Alright. So if you’ve read my recent blog post then you would know that I did not want to jump the gun and start talking about girls. So I waited 5 months of not posting anything. I think that’s long enough. So there’s this girl that I’m absolutely in love with. At least, I’d like to say I’m in love with. I understand I’m only 14. I’m not going to be nieve. I do not love her. How can I? How can I know what love is? Maybe I’m just scared of people judging me so I say all of that. Maybe I do love her. But at one point I was nieve. And did “love” a girl. And the rest is history. But I know for a fact that this girl has only platonic feelings for me. And the thing that sucks the most is that I had a shot with her a while ago and I absolutely blew if for the girl I “loved”. And that just ended in heartbreak. And for anyone wondering, I’m not the usual absent-minded 14 year-old that doesn’t know how to interpret his feelings. Treat me like an adult. I treat myself like one. But I’v lived with that fact that she’s not into me for a year and a half. But I don’t know why I keep liking her. There are times when I wonder why I even try anymore. But there are also times when I wonder why I ever stopped trying. And every time I’m on the edge of getting over her, her charm or sophisticated beauty just drags me by the ankles right back to where I started. I’m almost positive she knows. I’ve told her a while back but I doubt she figured just got over her. And it’s just things she does that annoy the crap out of me more so BECAUSE I like her. Like when she’ll just randomly stop texting me. Or she doesn’t text me back within 7 minutes. My mind gets all worked up thinking about if she just absolutely hates me or not. And I have no clue why I just can’t give up and move on. Maybe it’s my desire to be mature. To have a real relationship. But what sucks the most is how when I blew my shot with her for that other girl, she really really liked me. And when I chose someone else, it really hurt her. So there’s no one else to blame. And I’m constantly reminding myself that it’s my fault that I’m in this rut. It’s crazy how a decision we make in a instant can alter our entire lives. And I’m constantly making situations in my head of how I wish me and her were. I even tried to do the whole lucid dreaming thing so we can be a couple. At least for only a couple hours in my mind. I doubt she knows the severity of how great my feelings are for her. And if it’s meant to be, she’ll see this. And she’ll know it’s her. The thing is, I’m not scared of telling her, I’m scared of what she’ll say. Cause I just know I’ll be disappointed. I just pray she proves me wrong. And I keep thinking if I act more christian-like, God will reward me with her. Even though I hate to think of her like a prize. She is the most important thing to me right now. And not an hour goes past that I don’t think about her. I guess this blog post doesn’t really have a conclusion. And I know I’ll keep going on about this drunken depression until I can find a way out. Thank you for listening if you got this far, and have a great day.

So after watching The Social Network for the sixth time I realize that I really want to do something important with my life. I’m bored with just sitting around and waiting to get the education and the age to be able to do all of this. I want to start creating things and sparking ideas that will inspire people and myself to create amazing things. And I want all of this to involve technology. The problem is that I don’t have the education, nor do I have the age (mentally and physically) to be able to accomplish what I want to do. I know it just takes initiative and hard work but the thing is that I don’t have the knowledge or the contacts to be able to be trained or taught what I want to learn. I don’t know why but I just have an attraction to technology. A singing or acting career won’t cut it. I have to change the world and ways of thinking through new and creative ideas about how we look at and live with technology. I hope to be able to come up with a solution that will suffice until I am able to accomplish what I have my heart set on. And to all of you, I hope that you are able to uncover and achieve what you have you are seeking with your life. Good night, and good luck.

Hello there my little minions. So today was fun. School (which was obviously not the highlight of my day. school sucks.) sucked as usual. But then after school I reunited with this girl that I haven’t actually communicated with in forever. I’m still a little skeptical about talking about girls and relationships. I’d like for people to decide that they like me before I start boring them with girls and junk. I want them to know that they want to know everything about my life :P. But just know that we’ve been texting ever since and I have full intentions on talking to her tomorrow. Let’s see, what else happened today? Oh yeah. Had Bridge to Terribithia play rehearsal. We’re taking it to MTA (state theater competition) and honestly, I could care less. It might be fun but I really don’t care either way. I really wish they would have taken a better play like Honk Jr. (play about the story of the ugly duckling). At least all they would have needed was 4 rehearsals and not have been wanting more like us. Uh oh. Just saw a preview for The Social Network. Should I? No. Must blog. Alright, so that’s about it. The homework i was supposed to do yesterday still hasn’t been done. Oh well, I guess I’ll just get yelled at. I’m not gonna be there Friday anyway. Alright, well I’m gonna get back to the show I’m watching on Discovery Channel and then sleep. Maybe I can get a decent nights sleep tonight. Sleep tight children! I love you.

Hi. My name is Daniel Thomas Wolfe and this is my blog. I don’t know what really to do or say on a blog considering this is my first which you would have known if you had read my bio. My personality usually isn’t this dry. I’ve been watching The Social Network and that always puts me in a serious and ranty (continuously ranting) mood. I love and know a lot about technology so if you plan to follow this blog than expect to learn a lot about technology. It’s 11:25 as i write this and I haven’t done the enormous amount of homework that I still have written down in the piece of paper in my binder. I am in my sleep attire and my mom thinks that I’m laying down and trying to go to sleep. Although I have no intention of going to sleep considering that i still have a ton of work to do and since I’ve put it off so long I have to wait longer until my mom goes to bed to do the work. Or I just don’t do it and end up getting points deducted for turning it in late (or not at all). So I guess I should say that I’m a little excited about the Verizon iPhone that was officially announced today. After being announced for years by various companies OTHER than Verizon itself. I would definitely call this the worst kept tech secret of the decade. And the only reason that is is because people just hoped for so long until it finally happened. There really was no evidence until about a week before the actual release of the thing. Crap, now I’m being self conscious about whether people will get bored with all of the technology that I’m talking about. Although that’s really all I have to talk about. But I’m not one of those socially awkward outcast that only talks about technology and is so obsessed that he sits in a hole and reads websites 24/7 (well, that last part is true)……   Sorry, I thought I heard my mom coming. But anyway I cant even remember what I was talking about which is probably a good thing. Honestly, this is really addicting. Although I’d better put it down for the night. Goodnight my little minions. Have a safe and wonderful life.